Ambiguous Rant

I wonder what is the right way to approach this.

I mean, it has been a long time since I've done something like this and I feel slightly lost. Your mind suggests on course of action, your body acts on its own. This is usually followed by a 'did I just do that moment'.

Sometimes I wish for the ability to mind read, it would make everything so much simpler. Not that it should be difficult in the first place. But if you are good at hide-and-seek, you will never be found.

Many things stimulate my thoughts now. Stop being weak. I enjoy being weak? Hold it in, don't say it. Later. Later. Later.

Paper is due, three exams. Future? Where am I going to end up? How am I going to end up? Why do I even worry?

I haven't done this in a while.

Ambiguous post is ambiguous.

Back in 2009

After a long hiatus I've decided to start up this blog again. I guess I just really need at least one type of creative expression in my life. I get the feeling that typing things out helps me organize my thoughts...

Well! It's a new year at school again, and boy, has there been changes. I believe that I'm at the point of my life where something just 'clicks'. This year has really been different for me, goals have appeared in front of me and I've started to follow them. Everyday feels like it has been properly used.

Except for today.

I've actually just finished a week of midterms. I'm happy to say that they went well. The problem is my next two midterms are three weeks away. This leaves me in a limbo-like state, where I don't want to start studying again, yet feel bad that I am not.

So I've basically been a lazy turd all weekend.

That aside, I hope that I can stick to this blog more than my previous years.